Caught "Charmed"as usual, a little break from my organic revision for a coming test on Friday. Today's epoisode made me ponder alot... alot...

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Piper is attacked by demons and winds up in a coma, and as she hovers between life and death, her spirit meets a familiar face who wants to help restore Phoebe's faith in love. Phoebe, Drake & Paige rush to save Piper by attempting to locate Leo, who's memory has been wiped clean by the Elders in attempt to allow him to choose his own destiny: be an Elder forever or choose Piper, and become mortal.

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I felt happy for Piper, and envy their love for each other. How I wish it could happen to me too... Dream on gal...

It took Phoeb a long time before she actually trust love again. She said something like,"...maybe I'm just fated to live without love...." Well, this struck me. I guess I wasn't really ready, or was never once ready for another try. I kept asking myself: what's love? I felt exactly like Phoeb. Maybe I'm just fated to live without love...

I swear I tried to move on. Tried so hard but it never worked. Never did. I admit that I still miss him at times, but that doesn't mean I still have feelings for him. Do I? Argh... get the devil out of me!!!

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