I've been thinking alot alot these days... though busy with tuitions and school, whenever there's free time I'll think. When you catch me stoning, well... I'm actually thinking.

Recapping the things that had happened in my life, be it Happy, Sad, Exciting, Incredible, or Silly~ My belief in Everthing Happens for a Reason links me to be a paranoid sometimes. Have I been neglecting my family and friends? Too into earning money and fulfilling my dreams? Believing too much in paranormal stuffs? Hahaha... silly eh?

After much thoughts, I realise that I'm not a person who's cut in for relations. Unsure, I'm not tactful enough. PS: Saying these doesn't mean I'm not feeling confident... but maybe towards relationships I guess I really am not. The grey sky's still in me I guess. UNderstanding ppl's tough, trust me. Nevertheless, I try... but eventually I failed.

I rate the followings from greatest importance to the least and judged myself to see what kinda person I am.

1. Family

2. Studies

3. Work

4. Friends

5. BGR

Freaked out eh? Me too... I had a hard time deciding btw Friends and Work. But after analyzing and realising that I usually reject outings due to tuitions, I guess that's the correct ratings I gave. Sad~