Ya, this topic's on me. NOt that I'm trying to "sell" myself.. I just feel that some dun understand me well enough and often "offend" me in some way. Sometimes, I feel that I'm abnormal too... oh my, am I mutating due to overdose of coffee?

I dun like being praised. PLs, do not praise me. Though I know that this seldom happens but doesn't mean i'm really that worthless ya? (I hope not.) I just dunno how or the correct way to response when being praised. Since young till now, I'm used to my dad finding faults and flaws in me. Honestly, he never really praise me before (duh... who cares anyway).

Do not scold me if I'm wrong. Just tell me what's right. Try scolding me once and I'll shun from you the rest of my life. Since young, I'm used to hitting and scolding. Ya, right. That's why I hardly know how to start a proper conversation with my uncle and dad now. Well, of course I'll try if it's really necessary because I can't hide from them forever. But it's a different story for friends.

Do not correct my way of thinking/working unless you're prepared to start a cold war. It's not that I'm rigid. I'm quite flexible in fact, based on many rigid people I've met. I'm just used to working my own style and manner. So long as I submit my work on time, I don't see why I must change to compromise others. Alright alright, just assume I'm rigid but leave me alone.

I fear rejections. And worst of all, I fear rejecting. Try saying "hi" to me, if you don't receive any response, most probably I'm dead. I find it rude not to reply. I don't say "yes" easily, but I hardly reject. No because I don't want to, but I don't know how to. So if you have any request from me, you're bound to get it. No no, I'm not miss nice, don't get me wrong. It's just my weak point.. Any PR1101 modules? not pharmacy, but pure rejection (in a nicer way perhaps?).