I made my supervisor so happy today with just a simple hand-made Teachers' Day card. I felt good to see his surprised and pleased look when I handed it to him. He emailed us, saying he'll give us a treat. Everyone in the lab was happy. I brought joy to others today. I felt good. =)

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Time has flown fast. It's friday again. This whole week's been a confussing one for me. The thought of quitting my honours year's still there.

Overslept on thursday. The heavy rain in the morning forced me to take a bus to the mrt station. Met my JC teacher on bus. He took the train too, and we chatted. Within that short 20 mins ride, he gave me some sound advice which motivates me to work towards what I want. And I knew what I wanted in that instance. I want to be successful in my career life and told myself that every step I take now only brings me nearer to my goal. I'm not gonna give up no matter how though life is.

Then, I reached school, did a bit of lab work and went to catch my movie. Every movies never fail to teach some morals. Based on personal view, the Devil wears Prada tells the viewers never be overly career minded to the extend of neglecting the others. You think you had everything, but the truth is you end up with nothing. The point is, live simple and happy. I'm back with the thought of quitting school again. Back to square one.

I was temperamental, and I'm tired of my mood swings and indecisiveness. For one moment, I felt so sure of what I want, full of drive and determination. The next, I felt so tired of doing things I simply can't find joy in and I wanna quit.

I always believe no matter how tough or rough things are or have been, they happen for a reason. Some great reason which in the end makes everything worth it. The best reason I can find is, they serve as lessons, to teach and make me grow stronger in life. And at the end of everything, I'll find the happiness I've been longing for. I had enough. I'm tired. Please stop torturing me, and let me go...