I bet everybody's got their own problems, personal ones I mean. I bet you yourself have problems too. So how do you deal with them? Bottle them up in your heart or confide in someone whom you trust?

I'm one who will explode if I stuff all the problems to myself, so most often than not I'll turn to a friend. Yet gradually, I feel that not only do you need someone whom you can trust your problems with, you need someone who understands. That's tough cos who can really understand what you're going through except yourself right? Hence sometimes you remained silence even though you had the intention to talk to your friends about it. Moreover they have their own problems to vex about.

I've found what I feel is a solution recently, or might be a problem. It came unconsciously. If you ever watch cartoons, they have this Angel and Devil thingy appearing whenever a person is in a dilemma. Or should I put it this way, do you ever have a voice coming from your subconscious mind replying to your questions? Like someone's talking to you? I have leh... I'm not sure if this is normal but I've asked sis, psychologist-to-be, she said so long as this doesn't interfer with my normal daily life I'm fine. I've also found someone who's experiencing this so I'm not alone. heng.

It's as if I have an Aunty Agony in me, sounds cool, yes and since no one can understand my problems better than myself... isn't it brilliant to confide in myself? Sounds crazy but seems to be working except that sometimes my brain can't seem to get enough rest and keeps talking to itself. It's kinda tiring and annoying. It debates with itself the rights and wrongs over an issue and comes up with a long list of things that I'm should or should not do. Could this be the aftermath of GEK22501 ah? And maybe soon enough I no longer need to blog my thoughts anymore. I hardly blog out anything personal so blogging seems to be pointless sometimes except to serve as a means of voicing out opinions on certain public issues or to record down my daily boring life... yawnzzzZ.

Oh ya, if you ever caught me talking to myself, pls warn me that it's time to visit a real psychologist k. HAha...