There's a story behind this song "Tears In Heaven" for those who don't know. This song carries the bereavement and pain Eric Clapton suffered from the lost of his 4 and half year old son, Conor.

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Been having nightmares lately, last night included. I kept waking up in the middle of nights feeling frightened and alone. I hope these hauntings can cease tonight. If not sleeping early would still be pointless if I can't have a peaceful rest.

I thought my dreamcatcher has been doing it's job well? I searched on the net and found this:

Noticed the bad dreams are supposed to perish in the light of dawn, I came to light that my dreamcatcher is placed somewhere away from the window. Hopefully what I'm gonna do next works. Some may find me overly superstitious... So long as it works, I don't care whether it's due to the real supernaturals that are chasing away my horrors or whether it's psychological that's putting me to peaceful sleep. I'm gonna shift my dreamcatcher back to its rightful place, facing the morning sun.

I couldn't concentrate well on my work and have been feeling down the whole day. Reached school in the late morning without any mood to start my experiment. Having companies around definitely chased part of my blues away but they returned as soon as I left school. I went Bishan library to pass time while waiting for tuition to come since I'm boring myself to death hanging around in school.

Well, at least my wednesday ended up fairly okay. Thanks to my tuition kid, Karen. Never knew someone who kept getting on my nerves one year ago could put a smile on my face tonight. She's been a great company. =)