I'd one fish left. One died this morning. After more than 2 yrs with this terrible owner, me, the fish finally gave up on me. I'm just sad. very sad. Afterall, I watched them grow... at least not to the extent of breaking down. what worries me most now is the only fish left refused to eat... sigh.

One of my tuition kid found a cheaper tutor. good n bad. I spent the whole afternn working out physics qns, felt kinda pissed when I got the news. But think abt it, I can only teach chemistry... I suck at physics. well, will be better for us both this way, I save my time while he saves his physics. Although this kid pays more, I prefer the other sec 3 normal girl for 2 valid reasons: she's still sec 3 and new to chemistry, easier for gradual improvement (i'm confident in teaching her well), doing fine so far. moreover, no physics. This boy on the other hand's gonna have his prelim in 3 months time, then 'O' level in another 2 months. Honestly, I've no confident in convering a 2yr course (2 subjects)within such a short period.

The last tuition's on coming sunday. then bye... gonna give my best.

Next, the more I think about the moe interview, the more I think I won't get it. Probably, the answers I gave were too ideal... probably I appeared too fake without me realising. Some of the questions weren't well answered. But everything said was sincerely from my heart! I swear. Let me cross my fingers again.... X

Just feel kinda depressed now. Nothing felt right again. Moody. Guessed tomorrow's gonna be a great day cos I believe that everything needs to be balanced. Like yin n yang, birth n death etc.

One can't stay lucky forever. Likewise, one can't remain unlucky always...